The Hill of Venus 7Book the First · The Broken Troth
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Literature · Historical Fiction
The Hill of Venus 7
Book the First · The Broken Troth
GallizierEnglish
Spring triumphed with a vaunting pageant in the park of Avellino, where the gravelled walks were snowy beneath the light of the higher risen moon, and were in shadows transmuted to dim, violet tints. The sombre foliage of yew and box and ilex contrasted strangely with the pale glow of the young grass, sloping in emerald tinted terraces down to where the lake shimmered through the trees.
It was an enchanted spot, second only to the gardens of Castel Fiorentino, with their broad terraces and gleaming marble steps, where peacocks proudly strutted. At one end, a fountain sent its silvery spray from a tangle of oleanders. Marble kiosks and statues gleamed from the sea-green dusk of the groves. All around there rioted an untamed profusion of shrubs: fantastic flowers of night, whose fragrance hung heavy on the air. Ivy clung and climbed along the crannies of gray walls; roses sprawled in a crimson torrent of perfume over the weather-stained torsos of gods and satyrs. In the centre of an ilex-grove a marble-cinctured lake gazed still-eyed at the sky, with white swans floating dream-like on its mirrored black and silver.
The dusk deepened; the golden moon hung low in the horizon, flooding the garden with a wan spectral light. The pool lay a lake of silver, in a black fringe of trees. The night flowers breathed forth drowsy perfume, making heavy the still air of summer.
Out of the velvet shadows there now came a woman, with dusky eyes and scarlet lips and jewels that gleamed among the folds of her perfumed robe. Slowly, like a phantom, she passed through the grove towards the ivy-wreathed temple of Pomona by the marble-cinctured lake.
Francesco who had been waiting, his heart in his throat, rose with a sigh of relief, mingled with a mighty dread. Would she understand? Would she grasp the enormity of the sacrifice he must make on the altar of duty and obedience? Could she guess, could she read the terrible pain that racked his heart and soul at the thought of parting,--a parting for life,--for all eternity? For never, even if by chance they should again cross each other's path in life, could there be aught between them save a look; their lips must be mute forevermore and the voices of their hearts hushed.
So Fate had decreed it.
Bound hand and foot, he had been sold to his own undoing, to his own doom.
In a faint whisper came his name. Two white hands were extended towards him.
He arose, stumbled forward, and the next moment found them in close embrace.
"My darling! My own! I feared I had been too bold in my feelings for you!"
And again and again he kissed her mouth, her eyes, and the dusky sheen of her hair.
"I love you!" she whispered, her arms about his neck, her witch-like eyes drinking in the love and admiration which beamed from his. "Since last night, it seemed to me, we had been parted for months!"
A dull insufferable pain gripped his heart.
For a moment he closed his eyes, then, placing his arm about her, Francesco led her to a remote terrace where the velvet turf was bathed in bluish silver-light, while far below, turning a little to eastward, wound the shimmering thread of the Volturno, rippling softly through the perfumed night into the emerald shadows of the sleeping forest.
All about these two lay dream-like silence.
What wonder they were both loath to break the spell! Francesco, with heavy heart, watched the familiar scene, not daring to think, only standing passive beside her, whose faint breath stirred elf-like the rose upon his breast.
Ilaria, too, was silent, wondering, hoping, fearing, waiting for him to speak.
A faint zephyr stole through the branches of the cypress and magnolia trees. And from afar, as from another sphere, the faint sounds of distant convent bells were wafted through the impassioned silence of the southern night.
A sudden mighty longing leaped into his heart.
To banish it, he must speak. Yet, try as he would, he could not. His lips refused to form the words and an ice-cold hand seemed to grip his heart.
Turning suddenly, he took the sweet face into his hands and held it for a pace, and looked into her eyes with such a mad hunger, such delirious longing, that she too caught the moment's spell. Her breath came in gasps; her lips were thirstily ajar; she began to lean towards him, and at last he threw his arms about her and caught the dear head so wildly to his bosom, that woman-like she guessed there was something hidden beneath it all, and while she abandoned herself to his caresses, softly responding to them, the waves of a great fear swept over her own heart.
Looking up at him, she caught the strange, wild expression in his face, an expression she had twice surprised since his return from his mysterious voyage, once in the rose-garden, then at the repast.
"Francesco," she breathed, with anxious wonderment in her tone, "why do you look at me like that?"
Thoroughly frightened by his manner, she caught him by the arm.
He looked at her with bewildered eyes, but made no immediate response.
"Why do you look at me like that?" she repeated, her fear enhanced by his fierce look, his heaving breath. "Speak! What is it you have to tell me? They are stirring in the courtyard. We have scant time. And you--are you ready when the signal sounds? Your garb is ill-suited for a journey!"
At her words he gradually shook off the lethargy which seemed to benumb his senses.
Absently he looked down upon his garb.
"I forgot," he muttered, then the realization being forced upon him that he must speak, he took a deep breath, and the words sprang fiercely from his lips.
"Ilaria--can you guess the import of this hour? Can you guess why we are here at this moment?"
She looked up at him questioningly, but did not speak.
"We are here," he stammered, looking helplessly into her face,--"to say farewell."
"Farewell?" she repeated with wonderment. "Do you not ride with us?"
A negative gesture was slowly followed by the words:
"I do not ride with you."
"I do not understand!" she said, hesitation in her tone. "Has the Viceroy--"
"I am no longer of the court!"
She started. He saw the roses fade from her cheeks.
"Dismissed?"
The words stung him like a whip-lash.
He bowed his head.
"I will see Count Capece at once! He will not refuse a boon to Ilaria Caselli!"
She had arisen, as if to suit the action to the words.
He gently drew her back, disregarding her resistance, her wondering look.
"It is beyond recall!"
From the castle court there came the sound of a fanfare.
Neither noted it.
Yet a touch of impatience tinged Ilaria's words, as she turned to him anew.
"What ails you, Francesco? You are dealing in enigmas. Why are you dismissed? Why may I not see the Viceroy at once,--ere it be too late?"
"Because it is too late. We part--for life!"
A deadly pallor had overspread her features.
"I do not understand!" she faltered.
His head drooped. It was with difficulty he maintained his self-control.
"I feared as much,--and yet, the word must be spoken,--farewell--forever--these two words alone--"
"Forever!" she exclaimed, "and between us? No,--no,--not that,--not that!" She held out both hands to him. He caught them in his own, as a drowning man would hold on to a straw.
"And yet,--we must!" he replied, with a choking voice. "Oh, Ilaria--Ilaria--my sweetheart--my darling,--save me! Save me!"
He broke off suddenly and stared at her vacantly.
"Lord Christ,--what do I say! No, no! I did not mean that! I pray to God, that we may not."
"May not--what?" she interposed, her eyes in his. "Francesco, speak! What troubles you? What is the meaning of it all?"
"Oh, Ilaria," he said slowly, "it is indeed more difficult to tell than I had guessed. When I leave Avellino, it will be never to return!"
"But why--why, Francesco?" she questioned, alarmed by his words, but more by the wild expression of his countenance.
"How can I tell it--how can I tell it? Is it not enough for you, to know that I must go?"
"You frighten me!" she whispered, drawing nearer to him.
He took her in his arms and held her close, very close to him, pressing his lips upon her closed eyes. It was his farewell to love, to life.
"Tell me that you love me!" he begged in piteous tones.
"I love you," she breathed in whispered accents, broken by a sob. "Do you not know?"
"I love you," he cried with sudden fierceness, flinging the words in rebellion at the inexorable fate which was in store for him.
"Then,--why must we say it,--the word?" she queried anxiously. "Think you that I fear to follow you,--wherever you may go?"
For a moment he held her in close embrace, then his arms fell, as if paralyzed, from about her. He drew back one quick step, a look crossing his face that startled her even more than his strange unexplained words.
"There where I go, you could not follow me ever," he said at last with the resolution of despair. "I am bound by a sacred oath to leave the world. I have no right to ask any woman for her love! Henceforth, my home--this castle--must be a dream, a memory to me, and you, Ilaria, will stand as far above me as yonder star soars above the earth! Ilaria! I have pledged my word to my father that I will bid farewell to life and happiness, to take in their stead the lonely vows of a Benedictine monk!"
There was a dead silence.
For a moment she looked at him, as if trying fully to comprehend what it was he had said.
Then his meaning pierced her brain.
She shrank slowly away from him, then stood quite still, her eyes wide and dark with horror, her face white, as a mask of death. A great icy wave of silence seemed to have swept between them, shutting them out from the world of life.
In an instant all the softness and gentleness of her manner dropped from her like a discarded garment. She drew her trailing robes about her as if she dreaded contamination from him. A single petal from the flower he wore had fallen upon her breast. She brushed it from where it nestled. It fluttered down upon the grass.
"A monk! And you have dared to touch me!" she hissed, as if she would have spat upon him.
A mist came over Francesco's eyes. For a few moments he was conscious of nothing. All life and expression had gone from his face. He did not see the flood of grief, the anguish and the wounded pride that prompted her action. He only saw her turn about without another word, and move swiftly from him towards the castle court, her eyes blinded with tears.
Like one dazed, Francesco stood and stared at the spot whence she had gone. He saw and heard nothing save in memory. His white garb shimmered in the moonlight with more life in its purity than there was in his face. His soul was wrapped in awful bitterness at his destiny,--the punishment for his father's sin.
He had not told her. He had told no one. Twice on the same day he had been misunderstood, his integrity assailed. He had hoped and prayed for understanding. His prayer had been denied. None there was who understood, none who even vaguely guessed the enormity of the sacrifice. Pity only he had encountered, a pity akin to contempt, from those whose cause he had seemingly deserted; disdain from her whose lips might have alleviated the burden of his destiny by a blessing that he might take with him on his lonely, solitary road.
How long he stood thus, his limbs benumbed, paralyzed with grief, afraid to move, almost afraid to breathe, he knew not. An icy hand seemed to clutch his heart.
Suddenly from the castle there came the renewed sound of fanfares, repeated in brief intervals. They were preparing to start. No one thought of him. For them he had already ceased to be.
With an effort he roused himself.
Not a moment was to be lost. He had no longer any right here, no longer the right to mingle with the happy companions of former days. The thought that she too had turned from him in his hour of need, lent him wings. He must set out at once. All that had at one time delighted him, now repelled with the consciousness, that it was not for him.
He stole back to the castle over devious paths, reached his chamber and gathered up his scant belongings. A last look round the walls he had learned to love, then he crept softly out into the corridor. Everywhere he met the rush and hubbub of hurried preparation for departure. No one heeded him. The hall below seemed to yawn beneath him like a black pit as he descended.
Crossing the courtyard amidst throngs of pages, squires, and pursuivants, he made for the stables, saddled his steed, and rode out by the postern, unheeded, unchallenged.
The land of his heart's desire had vanished behind him, like the fairy-land of golden sunset dreams that fades away when darkness comes.
